faradilla

2010-03-15T08:08:00.001-07:00

Its been so long since i last updated blog.

Bunayya camp is finally over. I missed baby so much. But well, things became wrong somewhere i dont know and there's a misunderstanding which im too tired to solve it. Maybe i should just calm myself down and relax for a moment.

Hols are here but there are still classes going on. English remedial tmr at 1pm. Hais. But its okay, afterall im striving for the best in my studies. Insyallah. Amin.

2009-11-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

I miss the early morning calls where baby will just sing me random songs (such as the above one) or No One by Alicia and others.

I just had a conversation with lovely cousin who is in NS right now. Asked him so many questions about NS life and he wasn't enjoying NS pretty much. What you expect. NS shut them off from the outside world. Hahahaha. Thinking back i still want boyfriend to defer from NS. But at the same point of time, NS will make him more mature and turn him intoooooo a man! Hahaha, quoted by cousin. Currently listening to this song. I misss babylove so much.

It was just yesterday when we watched 2012 Digital. Hehehehe..

2009-11-14T05:59:00.000-08:00

If you are Aries:
You are very romantic. Of course, i always plan to have something where bby feels loved. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. Duhh, i can go really mushy mushy with baby when i feel the love. Awww, am imagining it now. You are very charming and amiable. What you expect? Thats why my boyfriend goes gaga over me. Hahaha! In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. Errr.. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. THIS ONE VERY TRUE. Even if it happens to baby i'll be pissed off. But you are faithful to your partner. Honestly, i am to you baby. You are a very spontaneous lover. I talk whatever that comes into my mind. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. He loves my little ideas but i feel that he lacks of expressing it. Heh. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.

Fuuuyyyyyoooohhhhhh! Babydear i love you. Cant wait to meet you tmr. Mwaahss.

2009-11-11T22:57:00.000-08:00

Dad bought Seamless Broadband. Cool i can just put in the device to the USB slot and play my laptop everywhere and anywhere! Even in the bus and train. Hahahah how interesting. No more using stealing wireless and no more cut off connection when im oovoo-ing with babylove. Haha.

And tmr is my last day for ONE Prep programme. I wanna go Wild2 Wet asap and class chalet and meet boyfriend and work our small asses off. Fuyyyyyooooooooo!

2009-11-05T19:40:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i dont know why im not avoiding quarrels its irritating though but i cant help it knowing he loves me only and wont do stupid things. Tsk. Waaaake up, faaaa. It has been so long.

I met baby ystd after being fucking pissed off with him. He didnt tell me he went out at 4 in the morning and we were supposed to meet at 2in the afternoon. He messaged me and pretended nothing happened when i called his house and found out. Thank God he has a house phone if not, just like last time i'll be doomed with all the nonsense of not communicating. I didnt even know he slept over at his friend's house and he called me only few hours later which i waited like forever.

Met him and of course i miss him =( Went to have dinner together i was so happy. Baby bought his Messy tshirt and i chose it for him righhhhhhhhhhhhhht. After that we chilled and we were talking about his birthday which is gonna be tomorrow! And i slipped everything out. I told him i was so happy and excited to give him his present. First i said i put it in a box which papa helps to wrap it. & then bby asked how big is the size so i described. I told him i wanna tell kakak and asked her if it looks nice but i accidentally said the word. Hahahahahah it was funny though cause boyfriend knew it already and then i was feeling embarassed lah kan! He laughed out loud and pointed middle finger to me when i started laughing and said it wasnt the thing i said. Hahahahahahaha. Hugged him tightly cause i very malu!

Then at home oovoo-ed and then ahhhhhh, forget it.

Gonna work with baby later on and i miss him kissing me =(

2009-11-03T02:15:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha i just felt like laughing. After reading boyfriend's blog i felt clumsy losing my belongings. A posb card, $40 cash, Ezlink card and I/c.. And the Elle wallet was given by sister. Sister called me gundu. Tsk. Boyfriend said i'm clumsy. I cried to him. But i feel whats done is done la. God has given me all those things and i guess he wants to take it back as a punishment of what wrongdoings i have done. Its ooo-kaaaaaaayyyy.. Gonna do a new ezlink card tmr maybe? I guess i have to start saving from scratch since i need to use the money i've put aside for phone for my more important things. Hais..

WHATEVER! Let's talk about school. I got L1R5 of 28 and L1R4 of 24. Well, i know thats not a thing to be proud of but i am happy that i improved so much and i know boyfriend, Sha-ihin, and ex-classmate Nurul Ain is proud of me. Wheeeeeeee!~(: Alex got L1R5 of 16 and i was wow thats good. And now I'm aiming better than that of course.

I just hope whichever school i'll go to after O's, be it poly or Jc everyone in my family will be proud about it. And that includes my brother. I just felt very disappointed reading his blog and cried instantly. Tsk.

Anyway his birthday is right up this coming Satuday!! I am so excited really happy. Hahahaha i talked as if its my birthday lol whatever faa. Hahahaha. Just met him just now and i really gotta say we had a bad day ystd. Lost my belongings and he fractured his hip. Now walking like Mas Selamat i kept on laughing looking at how he walk. Hahaha.

Thats all i gotta say. Im just praying hard my identification card will be found as soon as possible. Amin.

2009-10-27T21:15:00.000-07:00

Baby got the red one and i got the grey one. OKAY. In this picture it looks like the red one is nicer because of its bright, vibrant colour but actually, its not laaa.. The grey one is nicer. Hahahah. Anw this was random. We went into Fox and we were freaking cold. Boyfriend could not stand the cold air-conditioned temperature so he said he wanted to buy this. And i was like you sure? He replied Im cold la. I wanna wear it now. So he wore it and didnt wanna take it off and i suggested why not let them scan the bar code from your body lah kan but no way la. He asked me to buy one for myself too so i grabbed they grey one and its XP sia. Usually my size will be P but who cares. Next we grabbed a couple of drop waist khakis from Giordano. Mine's black and baby's grey. We tried like about 7pants in total because we didnt realise we took the one from different cuttings.. -____-" Baby had a headache all of a sudden and thank god there was panadol at Giordano. Haha.

He tried to take this stupid thing for fun and guess what he got? Hot stuff. I was laughing out loud and when i wanted to snap the photo, the red dots disappeared and he wanted another 20cnets to try it again. And i said no. Hahahaha this was also the same place where we took his weight and it showed 49kg but ystd when boyfriend went fro the NS checkup it wasnt 49 it was 56kg. Ahaaaaaa! That shows the machine wasnt working. Useless Hahahah but i had fun though with boyfriend. Weeeeekends work again! Yay yay yay. Now baby is sleeping. SO much of writing at his blog he'll sleep soon if not i will nag but i got to know he sleept at 6plus today! He ahhhhhhh.. Lazy bum.

We watched Pandorum since baby wanted and it was my treat. And we ate Popeyes and it was his treat. Bumped into Nabil and Nabilah at BHG. Thats what i remember. Anw dad said he'll get me a hp without using my money if my results are satisfying so lets just wait. So that means i can somehow save the money i've put aside. Oh wells.. Alright boyfriend looks really really cute in my eyes for this photo above here. Hais.. iloveyou fallen dude.

2009-10-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

Its real love that you don't know about.
I really can't see me without you.

I wish i could tell you that I want you.

2009-10-17T21:55:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i fell sick. And i just gulped down 10ml of cough syrup. Hoping for the effect to react quickly.. Dozing off soon and wont be paranoid.

2009-10-15T19:26:00.000-07:00

Every single one in the house put me at fault. They dont even blame all the fuck on you. Whats the fucking issue does not even lie on me. So what if things were destroyed. Was it MY fault? Of course the person who broke it is at fault. She can blame all these things on me. But what have YOU done? Did you even back me up? Did you even think what was running inside my head? Not at all sia fuck. You. dont. understand. my. feelings! I dont have any problems dealing with you its just you yourself. On behalf of you they dont even blame you for what you have done to me. Think again. They dont fucking blame you for what violence you did to me. Why sia! Why must everyone be blinded with the wrong actions you have taken? Just because they know your characters very well? They know you're angry? They know you're pissed off? Fucking sake go reflect it yourself! Everyone in this world has their limits. They have their own limits on antagonism. But you cant even think. You have to control your fucking self. You dont need anyone else to tell you whats right and wrong huh. You know everything yourself. I dont have anyone else to tell my problems to. No one understand whats the reason behind my cries and not even you. I know there will be no point even if i wrote all this up but my eyebags from all those cries cant take it anymore. Even if you understand all these shits i've written above you wouldn't even give a care less. I thought things like yesterday will never ever happen to me anymore. I was wrong. I thought it was going to be the end when it was not. I need my own space for another few more days.

2009-10-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

Working has been great. And combined humans sucks. Am left with POA paper 1. Busy as always! Bye readers.

2009-09-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

Baby's birthday was just on Hari Raya Eve. I was tooooo lazy to upload the pictures. So now here it is. Everything was so great eating at Swensen's and thanks kakak for treating all of us! Just look at the pictures lah readers. I wanna do my English homework and sleeeeep asap. Am very tired now cause ystd babylove and I worked together! He said he was very sad because we couldnt work in the same ballroom. You seee. there's 2 weddings and we were serving the different ones thou we were still near in the same hotel. HAHAHA. I started work from 1 till 3 in the morning while he started from 5 till 3am. Wahhhhhhhhh. After that slack like buggers and home at 6. Mwahs.

2009-09-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

I AM REALLY FORCING MYSELF TO BLOG RIGHT NOW.

Reason because i got lots too say but am just so tired. Well firstly the day before yesterday was the 10th. It was our 30plus months knowing each other and being together. Baby called me early in the morning like around 630am. Psycho right? I was soooo close to rejecting his call. What you expect, sleepy ah brother. But i picked up and he sound sooooo happy and said something. Thats fine with me. Next thing i knew he was singing a song. OMG OMG OMG. I was like Huh kau nak nyanyi kan aku lagu kepe? And he sang No One by Alicia Keys from the start to almost the end. I was smiling all along. He was just happy i dont know why. Hahahaha and we talked for another half an hour.

AND THE NEXT DAY WHICH WAS YSTD NIGHT..

I managed to asked boyfriend to sing me the song again! He sang and i thought his housephone wasnt on his ear so i tried recording. Skali boyfriend teros senyap. Hahahhaha i was so dumb man. But he continued singing when i told him i wont record la. -__________- SOOOO tonight i will ask him to sing him a song an without him realising he has been singing to me for 3 consecutive days and will call himself a clown. hahahaha.

Today morning parents went Johor with aunty and i actually met bbylove in the morning. Morning laughter we had okay! First i gave him my Mutant Teenage Ninja Turtle that Abg Ayun gave me, hahaha. And he never even took it out even when he left for home. Tak tau pulak if he slept with it eh just now in the bus. Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll besides that we went for a mini shopping. Is there such phrase? Whatever it is i bought baby undergarments man! A few from Renoma and a few from Bum equipment. Took the tongs for him but he step i dont want la. Faa jgn merepek lah. So we didnt buy but boyfriend happy sampai terlonjak-lonjak. Hahahaha. And then i got myself an Ocean Pacific purple shirt. We were happy and we walked around the malls mcm org gile until he actually wanted to go into BHG to see girls' undergarments. Psycho. Went Cotton On and i regretted not getting the skirt he asked me to buy. Its very nice though.

Hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. Got home and in the afternoon went to Geylang and i bought my baju raya; turquoise colour. Hoping he will get the same colour too and this year we would go out together. Okay.. message sent! Hehehe. Now.. I wanna sleeeeeeeeep. No, maybe rest cause i wanna chit chat with my balak too. Goodnight everyone and love you dearest boyfriend!

2009-09-08T06:28:00.001-07:00

I watched Syurga Cinta at youtube till the 5th video one. And it really made me think deeply of how one can change if he wants to. Ive been praying so as my life would be on the correct path and so will boyfriend. And now its true that God will only change someone's life if he or she is willing to change themselves..

2009-09-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

Im pissed off with every single thing about that. Shut my mouth and gonna follow the flow. You are not someone better than me, mind you. I just hate about what had happened to everything. Fucking pissed off and its not getting any better! Im emotionally weak. My lungs hurt and it feels like there is a blowing balloon in my chest and its bursting soon. I wanna cry.

Bye fuckers!

2009-08-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

Ive not been bloginnnnnnnnnnnnnnng for a very long time. Well time passes by so fast that its Ramadhan now. And few more weeks to Syawal and that means school end of year examination is near! Im feeling the pressure already but i try to take it bit by bit. Still doing revision now and then but am always lazy and once i got down to my bed while reading notes, i'll doze off anytime.

School has been O-K. Im happy that i scored well for chemistry and am hoping my english would be fine. Just fine cause i know that english is a pathetic issue for me. I somehow miss blogging anyway. Thought of going out with cousins tonight but its cancelled. Brother is out to baybeats and i guess i will start doing my revision now till Cinta Fitri 2 starts and will continue back when Nur Kasih ends. I miss watching these shows.

Hmmm! Tmr will be working so that means will break-fast at work. Easy money and great friends full of laughter. I loveeeeeeeeeee folding napkins for an hour. Haha, basically im really hoping hard girlfriends will be able to break-fast together with me and boyfriend and their boyfriends tooo. Im quiet happy cause brother got a laptop for himself and i got one for myself toooooo. His is Vaio while mine is Acer. I wanted Vaio but dad said that he prioritise brother as he needs a laptop much more than i am thus he could choose the brand he wants. But pretty cool. Even though mine is smaller, im still glad that dad got it for me. Next minute i knew was that he got a printer for us. And the next hour, i heard a doorbell and it was some Courts delivery people delivering a mini fridge into my house. I was appauled when dad but four things at a go from Courts. Then i remembered that its COURTS MEGA RAYA SALE. hahaha.

Hell yeah i miss boyfriend now. He's working and i really miss him. He is being so stubborn this past week. Tsk. Am looking forward to monday people! Bye loves.

2009-08-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

I'm missing you badly already now bbylove.. Thanks for the wonderful day you make me feel special.

PS: Ill do anything to make you happy. Anything.

2009-08-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

I envy their lovestory.. Oh my..

ps: I miss you boyfriend.

2009-08-04T00:57:00.001-07:00

No appetite.

Am sick!

Flu.

ps: Please think.

2009-07-31T04:56:00.000-07:00

very cuuuuuuuute hor!

ps: i miss you teddy.

2009-07-30T03:31:00.000-07:00

I had Amaths lesson and i didnt go to the library cause i was too lazy. After Amaths i asked chairman whats the period after this, thinking that its time for recess. He replied sayin English. So i strolled down to the canteen, saw Ifah and Shila and they said their recess is an hour later. So i was kind of surprised but just ignored and went to buy grass jelly drink and sat with Daya Annas Ryan Azfar and all. 5 minutes before th esecond bell rang to indicate break is over, i THEN realised it wasnt my recess and ran back to class. Came by the back of the class and cher asked where did i go. I pretended sick and said i had stomach ache real bad and put on a pale face. Omg i sat down and half and hour later, lesson ended. I told those seated around me what happened actually and they were like.. What the hell.. Loser sia Farah. Hahahah.

I got home and recieved a message ..

" U think that with yr attitude U can continue to pass n promote to next yr n go to the course U want in poly then U are so naive , wake up ok . If tuition is so troublesome then cancel all n I get to keep the money . Also don't waste godpa's n Aloy's time they are tired after work still must teach someone who don't care .

I replied "EH HELLO. ARE YOU BLIND?"

Surprisingly that was Jarren's handphone number but i didnt save. Me and sister was just laughing in the kitchen and thought that must be the Aloy or Grandpa. Well.. talking about sister i will be working next Sat. Just a day before National day so i will have money! Oh my i dont know where to go with bby on National Day.. Hmmm?

Okay okay, last story. Im loving this guy so much and i love him so much. So sooooo much! Heh, all the best for your skateboard life and keep on trying hard baby. One fine day i'll come down and see you skate and support you and be proud of you yaw! Mwaaahhhss.

2009-07-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day was just like any other day that put a big smile on my face.

Well, Friday was down to Service Learning for the last time. It was fun though, just that i felt so tired. Rushed home just to meet Mami from KL and her daughters. Omg the baby is veeeeeeeeeeeeeeery cute! Amirul keep on pinching her cheeks untilo i have to ask him to stop and even scold him. hahaha.

And Saturday was the angkat nikah and cousin said it just once and of course his voice was shaky. I just love that moment. The next day was the wedding day. Woooow woooaaaahhh! We the cousins look good in purple as we are asked to wear that colour. Unfortunately.. my big-chest brother wore the exact purple colour as the waitress or kendarat who has to clear the plates and cups. Bunoh diri ah bro.

2009-07-17T06:26:00.000-07:00

I really wanna thank boyfriend for making my day joyful again and again. Well, you know i love you so much baby and please dont be toooooo over protective! Hehe. Last Sunday we actually went to have our late lunch at Secret Recipe at Plaza Singapura. Kind of a last minute plan but we had lots of laughter together.

Now... He is busy working and i am tired from my service learning schedule at Riverlife Kindergaten. Went to Arcade at Tampines One actually and was hoping that i could win the handphone that Abg ayun has. Friends and I were shouting here and there when we were 1 button away from winning that god damn phone. Hahaha, i will psycho boyfriend to go there with me one fine day. Shall bring 50dollars and play all day long. Best kaaaaaann.

Service learning was pretty goood just now. Just that its tiring cause i rushed home and went back in half an hour up till i reached home, which was at 2030. Headed to KFC right after that and MingYang treated us. Save duit aku. Haha. And after that was the arcade thing. And now i have yet to rest! Tmr will be working. Boyfriend tooooo. I am missing him right now. Tsk.. Looking at the picture above just make me smile and miss baby. Sad. Will be waiting for his call then.

I got home just now and i asked the baby next door to come over my house and she came. With her oversized Barney and Friends tshirt, she started swaying from left to right..

CUTE KAAAAAN? FINALLY UPDATED!

2009-07-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

I am really really really really really really really really really really happy that boyfriend gets the Interview to join the Police Force. Wow! Its really surprising and i will pray that he will get what he has been wanting. Oh boy, i love you sexy.

Finally the pictures are here! Firstly, before we sent Khalq back to catch his flight, we played carpark-catching. It was madness and super fun. I was one of the catcher and i took so loooong to catch them! Hahaha. Right after that we got home and change right away and off to Airport.

Sister and I asked Ayis to take the full body and that includes our legs and he just snapped our legs only!

I know you love me, sister :D

Look who's behind us!! Hahahaha.

This idiot...

AFTER CARPARK-CATCHING TIME!

BEN N JERRY

2009-07-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

I am too lazy to upload the pictures from the past week outings. Overal was MADNESS! Cousins bonding and etc. Just that i neglected baby for a moment. My apologies. Will upload the pictures real soooooooon when im not lazy. Hehe. Feeling too lazy to get ready for school tmr. Now, im thinking of cash. Woooooooooooooowwww!

2009-06-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAx41j9Y4Ps&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLsg2h75-cE&feature=related

I cried watching this part.. So emotional..

2009-06-24T21:20:00.001-07:00

2009-06-19T04:02:00.000-07:00

I was reading a friend of mine's blog and i found this picture. It was my birthday celebration with so many friends that turn up,surprisingly. & it was also the day i bumped into him right under the bridge. Well..

I kind of missed many things. Of course, not this current situation that im facing. Things happen for reasons, but lately i have been taking things in a chill way. Aint stress about it. Everything seems to be going away. The trust the comfort the companionship the love the smile the peace. Everynight as i curled up on my bed, it is him whom i will always think of and it is him who i would want to hug very tightly before closing my eyes.

2009-06-16T20:16:00.000-07:00

What a day to start! Woke up thinking that there's class for today so went out of bed. Opened the door and I smelled something burning and headed to the kitchen. My holy God the food that mom cooked, as in the pot, it was burnt sia. Whole thing black even its cover. I turn off the flame and the smell is like eeeeeewwww.. Called mom and she was like "Terbakar?! ... Astaghfirullah .. Alhamdulilah ya allah kau bangunkan anak aku.. Ahhh.. Papa terlupe lah tu nak tutop api.. Faa gi padam api. " Ten minutes later dad called and went "Pergi bau baju2 tgh jemoh tu bau asap tak? ... Faa da tutop gas belom? Sorry laa.. Papa terlupe la. ahhh, ok bye. Eh, adek dah pergi ngaji? " I replied not yet and we ended the conversation. Every conversation there will be questions on youngest brother.. Heh -_-"

Anywayyyyyyys! Work was perfectly fine. Just that i came to work late. Omg its unbelievable of what was the reason. Surprisingly i had to stay till one thirty with brother, was very willing alright. With the other five who stayed and had laughter until my knee turned jelly. Hahahah, mepek sia jelly eh. Overall it was nice working there just that i find the guests are too choosy, picky or whatever shit. Besides that, my arm wasnt aching. It wasnt sia. Cause the first time was real bad that i coouldnt stand the ache. This was the second day at work which was last Sunday. Wellssssssssssssssssssss, i enjoy working man!

"I want red wine ah." - When it can only serve at eight. And they even asked twice. & one man shouted Farahhhhh! Shocked. He actually asked for a bottle of red wine to be put on his table for all of them. And si bodoh ni pon pergi letak. Mampos Khaleed the captain nampak and told me that its not allowed as the bride and groom said so.. By the time i took it back it was left with only half. Hahahaha, end of work Audie terpekik terlolong fuck sume klua. Haiyaaaaaaa.. But i dont really mind la. Its first time working, learn new things. This was the first day at work.

Still wondering should i attend the make-up training for the mak andams and be the model along with sister. Will parents allow? It'll be fun becoming a bride rightttttt. Its gonna take up Fridays for the June hols and Saturdays when school reopen. Hmmmmm, gonna get back to this later.

Keep the last for the best. Oh yes boyfriend youre the best! You taught me many things and one of it is not to keep myself shut when we are fighting. Hahahaha. Problems come and go and we both are here to face it right. Well. I love you so much more like you asked for. Lastly, dont compare me with other girls cause you love me, not them. Mwaaaahhhhsssss!

2009-06-11T06:17:00.000-07:00

NOBODY - WONDER GIRLS

These 2 videos just make me smile and the second one, the baby wonder look like Nadin from Cinta Fitri. Hahaha.. Got these 2 videos from sister.. Who is enjoying in KL right now. Kind of miss her stories.

Alright! Talking about cinta fitri its staring in a minute time. Got to gooooooo!

2009-06-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

I really envy those models doing the runway. Oh my gosh they are incredibly hot. Awesome. Any great words you can put to describe them. Okay thats all! Thinking of money right now.. Heh.

2009-06-08T02:26:00.000-07:00

Pictures are here!

Tryna choose what to eat and drink.. BUT.. a minute after this scene, that red-topped malaysian guy was filled with anger. Hahahahaha. Reason because the waiter spilled drinks on myself and his sister. Sooooo.. we headed to East Coast Park and chilled there! And we played 21, and bluff. No games of Taiti cause only 2 knew how to play. Haha.

& this is my first time hugging my sister. Dont include when we were young, still primary school kids okay.

Well.. besides that yesterday was first time working at Concorde Hotel and it was pretty okay. Just that im not strong enough to carry lots of plates and cups at one shot. And now, 6hours later.. im having pain at my arm. Oh my god. Baby got his work at Terminal 2 as a waiter too and starting work tmr. Of course im happy for him! Lets hope i'll fill the slot for this coming weekend's schedule. Amin.

2009-06-04T02:55:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!

I missed the fun cousins are having right now at Malaysia. Well.. Khalq just called me and he pretended saying it is a call from a police station. Hahaha. Stupid right? Isnt it so obvious i saved his number. Anyway Abg Ayun was at the background and their purpose of calling me was to inform me that they are going clubbing tonight with Nadia who's underage. Cause Khalq got friends there who can sneak her in. And Abg Ayun is now at Khalq's condo! Omg just the two of them. Gerek kape ade rumah sendiri.

Okay thats all! Hahaha. On top of that, boyfriend got selected for becoming one of the 210 workers for the F1 event coming up this September. Im so so happy for him. Hoho! Hugs and Kisses. Mwaaahss!

2009-06-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

I hope boyfriend like the fact that i put up some pictures of us right on top. I guess there'll be the third row coming up soon. I cant wait to attend work this coming Saturday/Sunday (!!!!!) since sister had bought for me the work shoes. & now i just got to know whats my shoe size after a very loooooong time..

Im kind of excited for Abg Sam's marriage next month! Finally i've found a purple dress to go along with the theme of the marriage. Surprisingly! Of all the people, it was my dumb brother who actually initiated for all of us (the cousins) to wear purple. & because of him i had to waste mom's money to get a new dress. But its okay! I really love the purple dress. Cant wait to wear it. And.............. On friday, just one day before the nikah day Mami Ani Mamu Salleh and family will come over my house once they reach Changi Airport! Now i'll just have to wait.

Gonna buy myself and sister a new bed! Thanks papa mama.

Im tired of us quarelling every single day over small things.. Pathetic things that will drift us apart.. Lets take a deep breath baby

2009-05-31T22:18:00.000-07:00

Wells, old blog is still alive and i cant delete it cause i cant access the original account. Nvm.

Below are the photos of Abg Hadi's marriage ceremony. Unfortunately we didnt bump into cousins from Malaysia. But instead, at night we met them and headed somewhere. Right... that.. i will post on another day after getting pictures from cousins. Now.. chatting with retarded boyfriend hahaha and cousins from Malaysia and Nadia who's with them.

PS: Please stop fighting for i love you two..